Valentine Hope

She was my dream
always led me to extreme...

She was my mind
i was never that divined...

She was my heartbeat
without her i was never complete...

She was my inspiration
coped me to my destination

She was my Queen
always sweet sixteen....

She was my End
that i never pretend....

She was my Prayer
i feel like me in fire...

She was my pain
I wont love ever again...

 

Truth

Adopted,
Alone,
Weakness took away,
Heart started thinking,
Lied still in Black,
Loving the Dark
That royal Mind,
Following you,
For that mighty love,
We are just nothing,
We are just living,
A Life,
Of Hate.
Of Uncertain,
Of Unknown
Of mere Death.

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You are so different from others I’ve known. 
Your quantities of your qualities always makes you special. 
What is it that makes that unusual ache in my heart? 
Is it that you are an angel of your kind? 

You makes me feel lost whenever we are apart? 
What is it about you that makes me feel weak in every second 
and but while thinking you, courage was always near, 
yes it still gives me the feeling of love whenever you speak...

There’s no answer for this which i feel for you, 

The wonder I feel, frequently forgetting my own name on you,  

The fire that desire at your touch, plays with my inner being, 

This stone heart beats for your deeply, deep within…

It must be the power of love that I feel for you, 

As a flat line, you named it rhythm. 

Yes, it is love that ties me in u, seems strong as stone. 

But i could get loose, but I’d would give in...

Flow of Life..

When life seems flowing,
Circled hope on its own,
Carried me along,
With no will, with no direction,
I lay still, I give up trying,
I never opposed, I never expressed,
It flowed forever,
Without a single wave,
It flowed forever.

Hope Never Ended,
But was ended with fury,
Yet i have been smiling,

For his kind hands,
I realise, i will have to escape,
I learn, i will have to fight,
I Know, i will have to survive,
I Told, i will have to be safe,
Someone was there,
To share, To Protect, To Raise....

I'm Alive and Alone.

There's a perfect time for everything in both case of bad and good. Most of you have asked about me, so without further delay I will answer.I am well, I am OK, I am Alive and I am Alone.

I was slow in acting to write about this because I thought of the annotation. But I thought of how I love it when others pour their comments - with a big middle finger as i do.

I saw a show last day. At the end of this show, they had run out of things to say to each other like they bought up for this reason. I felt like that way now. I have posted on this damn thing for no reason, as i love to indulges in many fucked up reasons. The story of my life starts here, which definitely means nothing but full of shit. I don't know what is this all about and just don't have anything left to say, indeed, I feel like I have said way, way, way too much more than anywhere i said.
 

Even if no one cares, I may be back or I may not be. I really don't know is this was for real am doing things for someone else that just for make them satisfy. I have just run out of words to share on this blog. I don't know if it is permanent or not. I have prayed and will continue to pray about it.

But I will stay alone, the reason behind ma existence, and hope you all will never remain so.

Your Hope.