Sober Monday

I can be a strong person. I don't depend on people to help me at all. I fix myself, and my situations. I've always been like this, as far as I can remember. I know for this to work, I need moral support. I know this. It's like no one is giving me a chance. I was around alcohol ALL NIGHT LONG! I drank an energy drink, water, and coffee. Don't get me wrong, they were tempting as hell, but I'm head strong. I don't want to tuck my tail in between my legs. Part of me says, "I can do this myself". I know I need to find a sponsor, and I know that I need to start reading the book.

I don't know, I really wanted to drink. And Im sure some of you, in the back of your hair said well. And personally, I hope people keep saying that. It makes me want to go one more hour, one more day, one more week and one more year. With this i hope sober Monday's end.

But i am still sober. I was going to give a big drawn out description, but I don't feel like it.

Thanks for reading.